It's dark down here

My last day is aproaching
My final judging our is coming very soon
You'd think I'd be scared, but I'm only preparing
To meet disaster at every street corner
And to find desperation on every street

I know I'll do better
next time I'll do better
Promises never kept people alive
Some have made vows and have managed to keep them
Some have just made them and died

Love is so strange and it crawls through the dark
When I'm resting to wake me
and keep me from sleep
It petrifies souls to the point of delusion
And throws bodies into the deep

I've come to a hault and unhealthy conclusions
I've given up and I don't want to start
It's true You can take
the gun from the girl
But the bullet's still lodged in her heart